I feel silly. No, more along the lines of stupid actually. For actually thinking that things could fall into place so easily. As the seasons change, so to life's cycles, and looks like my up and up is slowly turning towards a down and lower.
As things come to light, other things fall into shadow, and it's hard to find your footing sometimes between the two. I am happy to be here in Paris though, spending my time working and talking to wonderful people, and then spending the rest of my time skyping with friends all over the globe. I find strength in knowing the people I know; people who I am all so very fond of.
These times are tough emotionally. Don't know if it's the situation or an imminent period, but either way, I've cycled through every emotion in the book in these past 24 hours, and I'm exhausted now.
I look forward to going to sleep. Waking up to a new day. Starting fresh.
In Paris.
Again.
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