Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Chapter 11 - I miss him terribly...

Life has a way of letting you know when you've made a terrible mistake.

My experience is that when I've wronged, I soon find myself in a similar situation with someone new, and with roles reversed, they do to me what I had done to another.

Oh how I hurt a man who once came into my life all those years ago. To have the kindest man I've ever met stay away from me for sake of self-preservation says too much about how poorly I treated him over the years.

Sometimes I feel like I want him back in my life, just to talk to, and it's not fair to think this way. I need to move on through life accepting the repercussions of my actions; they are constant reminders of what never to do again...

Humbled I am.

Paris, everytime I come here, I am humbled over something...

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